Hope

When you can’t sleep at night, lost in memories, can’t decipher time. That’s when you know it’s not alright Losing the way, losing the light.   But  baby it’s okay, yes it’s fine Not everything is supposed to be fun and wine Sometimes you gotta taste the bitter, the lime Not everything is supposed to…

Dear love…

Dear my dork, Don’t ever think that my love for you is shredding, that being apart from you doesn’t feel like agony. That your soul doesn’t bring me ecstasy anymore, that your smile doesn’t accelerate my heart beat. That your warmth doesn’t leave tingling sensation throughout my body. That your voice doesn’t give me the…

Moved on?

“You say you have moved on but why do you smile so wide at every mention of him?” I said I have moved on. That doesn’t mean I have forgotten him! He is still beautiful than ever. His smile still outshines my whole being. His voice still sends butterflies in my stomach. But it isn’t…

Rain

It’s raining now, the blazing sun is gone Enveloping me in it’s cold breezes, freezing my thoughts. Finally it rained, my tears won.   As the earthly smell hits my nose, I could feel my breakdown getting close So many things to choose, yet the pain is what I chose.   Now I am moving…

Nightmares/Monster (Iron-man inspired)

Sometimes when it gets too cold at night All the pain rush in, making me feel alive Searching for a way out, an escape or a light All the nightmares and insecurities consuming me, giving me a fright   Feeling out of place, like this is not where I belong Love in my eyes, now…

Craving

Itching for love, wanting more Hatred, fake facades, oh I can’t take it anymore   Suffering from empty disease Loneliness now gives me haunting peace Desires and passions are now deceased Begging for comfort, I am on my knees   Insecurities eating me alive, assure me please! Coldness taking over, how can I escape this…

Heartstrings

True feelings of love for you in my heart Buried deep-deep down in the dark Everyone’s playing with love, why don’t you take a part? Play with me, consume me, leave many marks Twist me, tear me, crush me like cards It will hurt but I have already fallen hard.   Your poison is paralyzing…

How am I suppose to live without you?

How am I suppose to live without you? Can’t hate you, can’t survive without you Why wasn’t I enough for you? Give me hints or just a clue! You can find someone new but me? I can never give up on you…   Just once, let me in your embrace Let me breathe in your…

Lovestruck

I am love struck now, so lovesick now, How can I back down? Even knowing I’ll never reach your embrace I still compete, even knowing I can’t win this race. Tell me what should I do? Do you know how much I value you? I am trapped in your love, no one can rescue.. We…

Ocean

I drowned myself into your words not knowing you never meant to teach me how to swim   I gasped for air, for an escape, for a ray of hope, for your love but the only thing that answered me was haunting deepness, drowning me more into you   I am trembling, shaking… too cold,…

Right!

I want to soar through the skies Forgetting all miseries, I wanna fly high   Locking my heart shutting my mind Dropping off my facade coming back to life   Learning the meaning of love seeing it in new light In the midst of billions gonna shine bight   Spreading the truth, uncovering all the…

This Life…!

All emotions pent up inside of me My heart is locked, can;t find the key Light all around but darkness is all I see I am a lonely fish in the sea Waiting for a disaster or a tsunami.   This life is tearing me apart Decorating my heart with million scars I have lost…