Lies

Let me tell you many lies- ‘I am okay, so damn fine I don’t need you, I am alright I am happy, don’t I always smile?’   No, I don’t care but yes I am lying! Can’t you see my dulled eyes, silently crying? Can’t you see beneath these walls I am breaking? Can’t you…

Cursed with love

I wanna say I love you I wanna look into your eyes But why every time our eyes meet, it seems like a goodbye?   This pain oh god, it hurts so good I want more, I can’t stop even though I should… Why is love so bad, so addictive? Why can’t I let go,…

Scars, venom… obsession

I donno but I think I lost you in the crowd I yelled, I screamed but there was no sound I called, I searched, went round and round When I looked inside my heart, there was a wound I dug that scar deeper and couldn’t believe what I found.   Midst of those blood and…

Love-hate, your facade..

I love one part of you but hate the other facade… I trusted you blindly, putting everything at stake But you lie every time, disguising it as your mistakes Your words on my heart, like heavy weight You swear to change saying it’s not yet too late But why every time I look at you,…

Hope

When you can’t sleep at night, lost in memories, can’t decipher time. That’s when you know it’s not alright Losing the way, losing the light.   But  baby it’s okay, yes it’s fine Not everything is supposed to be fun and wine Sometimes you gotta taste the bitter, the lime Not everything is supposed to…

Rain

It’s raining now, the blazing sun is gone Enveloping me in it’s cold breezes, freezing my thoughts. Finally it rained, my tears won.   As the earthly smell hits my nose, I could feel my breakdown getting close So many things to choose, yet the pain is what I chose.   Now I am moving…

Nightmares/Monster (Iron-man inspired)

Sometimes when it gets too cold at night All the pain rush in, making me feel alive Searching for a way out, an escape or a light All the nightmares and insecurities consuming me, giving me a fright   Feeling out of place, like this is not where I belong Love in my eyes, now…

Craving

Itching for love, wanting more Hatred, fake facades, oh I can’t take it anymore   Suffering from empty disease Loneliness now gives me haunting peace Desires and passions are now deceased Begging for comfort, I am on my knees   Insecurities eating me alive, assure me please! Coldness taking over, how can I escape this…

Heartstrings

True feelings of love for you in my heart Buried deep-deep down in the dark Everyone’s playing with love, why don’t you take a part? Play with me, consume me, leave many marks Twist me, tear me, crush me like cards It will hurt but I have already fallen hard.   Your poison is paralyzing…

How am I suppose to live without you?

How am I suppose to live without you? Can’t hate you, can’t survive without you Why wasn’t I enough for you? Give me hints or just a clue! You can find someone new but me? I can never give up on you…   Just once, let me in your embrace Let me breathe in your…

Lovestruck

I am love struck now, so lovesick now, How can I back down? Even knowing I’ll never reach your embrace I still compete, even knowing I can’t win this race. Tell me what should I do? Do you know how much I value you? I am trapped in your love, no one can rescue.. We…

Right!

I want to soar through the skies Forgetting all miseries, I wanna fly high   Locking my heart shutting my mind Dropping off my facade coming back to life   Learning the meaning of love seeing it in new light In the midst of billions gonna shine bight   Spreading the truth, uncovering all the…