All emotions pent up inside of me
My heart is locked, can;t find the key
Light all around but darkness is all I see
I am a lonely fish in the sea
Waiting for a disaster or a tsunami.
This life is tearing me apart
Decorating my heart with million scars
I have lost all my shine, my spark
Cannot let go, cannot discard
all the hatred that have rusted my heart
I wish I could embark a new start.
Sometimes I wanna jump off the train
When I can’t handle all this pain
But I gotta be strong, cannot lose this game
I will paint my world, let it stain
No one cares in the end,
that’s what reality has became.
I guess I am different, guess I am strange
Maybe that’s why i stood among people all same.
I don’t feel like myself anymore
Nor have I ever knew me before
There’s nothing I can do but mourn
Or maybe I should just get on board
Ignoring all the warning, I will reborn
Hopefully then I will feel the warmth
But this time, I will fight the storm.