This Life…!

All emotions pent up inside of me

My heart is locked, can;t find the key

Light all around but darkness is all I see

I am a lonely fish in the sea

Waiting for a disaster or a tsunami.

 

This life is tearing me apart

Decorating my heart with million scars

I have lost all my shine, my spark

Cannot let go, cannot discard

all the hatred that have rusted my heart

I wish I could embark a new start.

 

Sometimes I wanna jump off the train

When I can’t handle all this pain

But I gotta be strong, cannot lose this game

I will paint my world, let it stain

No one cares in the end,

that’s what reality has became.

 

I guess I am different, guess I am strange

Maybe that’s why i stood among people all same.

 

I don’t feel like myself anymore

Nor have I ever knew me before

There’s nothing I can do but mourn

 

Or maybe I should just get on board

Ignoring all the warning, I will reborn

Hopefully then I will feel the warmth

But this time, I will fight the storm.

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2 Comments Add yours

  1. lakmi says:

    “I guess I am different, guess I am strange
    Maybe that’s why i stood among people all same.”

    Beautiful and says so many things in two simple lines..

    Liked by 1 person

    1. etherealenigm says:

      I am glad you liked! Tysm ♥~♥

      Like

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