The rain is you!

I love rain. It’s comforting. The rain is like you, the rain is YOU! When it rains, I feel alive, I smile, jump in happiness. Just like when you are here, it feels beautiful. But when the rain stops, i get restless, the atmosphere seems anxious. Everything seems odd. It’s just like when you are…

Lies

Let me tell you many lies- ‘I am okay, so damn fine I don’t need you, I am alright I am happy, don’t I always smile?’   No, I don’t care but yes I am lying! Can’t you see my dulled eyes, silently crying? Can’t you see beneath these walls I am breaking? Can’t you…

Cursed with love

I wanna say I love you I wanna look into your eyes But why every time our eyes meet, it seems like a goodbye?   This pain oh god, it hurts so good I want more, I can’t stop even though I should… Why is love so bad, so addictive? Why can’t I let go,…

Scars, venom… obsession

I donno but I think I lost you in the crowd I yelled, I screamed but there was no sound I called, I searched, went round and round When I looked inside my heart, there was a wound I dug that scar deeper and couldn’t believe what I found.   Midst of those blood and…

Love-hate, your facade..

I love one part of you but hate the other facade… I trusted you blindly, putting everything at stake But you lie every time, disguising it as your mistakes Your words on my heart, like heavy weight You swear to change saying it’s not yet too late But why every time I look at you,…

Love is not blind

I have heard it so many times ‘Love is blind’ But is it really? I don’t think so. How can it be blind? how? You can’t love a person just like that. You look deep inside their soul, the darkest part of their mind… the dying part of their heart and fall in love with…

Hope

When you can’t sleep at night, lost in memories, can’t decipher time. That’s when you know it’s not alright Losing the way, losing the light.   But ย baby it’s okay, yes it’s fine Not everything is supposed to be fun and wine Sometimes you gotta taste the bitter, the lime Not everything is supposed to…

Dear love…

Dear my dork, Don’t ever think that my love for you is shredding, that being apart from you doesn’t feel like agony. That your soul doesn’t bring me ecstasy anymore, that your smile doesn’t accelerate my heart beat. That your warmth doesn’t leave tingling sensation throughout my body. That your voice doesn’t give me the…

Moved on?

“You say you have moved on but why do you smile so wide at every mention of him?” I said I have moved on. That doesn’t mean I have forgotten him! He is still beautiful than ever. His smile still outshines my whole being. His voice still sends butterflies in my stomach. But it isn’t…

Rain

It’s raining now, the blazing sun is gone Enveloping me in it’s cold breezes, freezing my thoughts. Finally it rained, my tears won.   As the earthly smell hits my nose, I could feel my breakdown getting close So many things to choose, yet the pain is what I chose.   Now I am moving…

Nightmares/Monster (Iron-man inspired)

Sometimes when it gets too cold at night All the pain rush in, making me feel alive Searching for a way out, an escape or a light All the nightmares and insecurities consuming me, giving me a fright   Feeling out of place, like this is not where I belong Love in my eyes, now…

Craving

Itching for love, wanting more Hatred, fake facades, oh I can’t take it anymore   Suffering from empty disease Loneliness now gives me haunting peace Desires and passions are now deceased Begging for comfort, I am on my knees   Insecurities eating me alive, assure me please! Coldness taking over, how can I escape this…